She was 92. She was on the phone talking to my aunt. She had been sick all night. All the sudden my aunt couldn't hear her anymore. She called another aunt and she went over and found her.
I want to feel sad about this, but I can't feel as sad as I should. Not that I'm happy about it, but she has been in so much pain for years. She has wanted to die since my grandfather died more than 4 years ago. I've got mixed emotions, but I think the primary one is happy that her ordeal is over. Very sad for my mom, she was very close to my grandma.
My parents were on their way to Kansas to buy a new car when she heard. They decided to go on since they were already halfway there. I never know what to say, sorry seems so useless.
I finished reading my book Pale Gray for Guilt by John D. MacDonald. Mystery - very good.
my grandma died
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April 3rd, 2011 at 08:58 pm 1301864339
Sometimes we don't feel overwhelming sorry, but a sense of loss when someone passes on. Don't beat yourself up up this...you are doing fine.
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((Hugs))
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April 3rd, 2011 at 10:35 pm 1301870109
I remember feeling the same way when my grandma passed after battling cancer.
So whatever you feel is okay.
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He has not been a happy camper since my Mom died 7 years ago. His health & ability to do daily living tasks have been declining for several years and now at an accerating rate. Various organ systems are wearing out.
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Take care - your grandma is with her friends.
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